Friendless!!

[busterpuss]

Red or black is addictive - shame your man didnt win it last night

ok will definitely sign up for the pottery anyway!! nerves may get the better of me!

[Pinkrose]

Yer we're watching red or black too! love ant and dec! find some of the things a bit stupid though like the roses in the angel wings last night. that so could of been a fix. yer felt sorry for your man alright. every1 we've wanted to get to the final has done so far.
Great. where you gonna do that. i'll let every1 know whenever i final start a night class to see if any1 else is interested.

[busterpuss]

Ah what was that about? I went to see friends with benefits last night so was only home to see the second part - i forgot to tape it was raging but I have it all set up for tonight. there is a lot of padding in the show - you would know simon cowell had everything to do with it!!

im going to do it in lucan and sure pm if there are any other ones you were interested in doing and maybe we could do something together?

(woah was that too forward?!?!)

[Pinkrose]

Ah Il Divo at the end of their performance had to pull a rose out of the wings of an angel and the tip was either red or black. Agreed bout Simon its a very american-ised show!! It looked brill from the adverts but not so impressed now, having said that i'm still watching it lol!
Not to forward at all i would have gone if i could, but busy wit degree so i can't start till the summer

[EllieSausage]

Hey Ladies,

Sorry haven't been around for a while, just been feeling really shitty & withdrew from life for a while!!!..according to my counsellor when life gets a bit much for me its part of my 'rythm' to completely withdraw-...as in not talk to friends(all 2 of them!)/family & just go to work & hibernate the rest of the time.. really unhealthy habit of mine & i have to STOP doing it...so hence i withdrew from here for a little while!!!

...if you've been reading my posts here you will have seen that i applied for a Personal Development course.. well I GOT ACCEPTED!!!yippeeee.. i'm delighted.. its going to be on one night a week until next May and i'm really excited about the prospect of just having somewhere to go and something to do...and at the same time working on all my insecurities, and confidence and self esteem & all that stuff!

Nothing else to report just been feeling a bit sorry for myself & battling a bit with my depression (again!!!...it comes in bouts!)...but i'm ok, i just really need a kick up the butt and to get back out there!:-) Its a vicious circle.. when i feel depressed i withdraw...then i feel lonely & isolated..and then end up feeling worse then when i started feeling depressed. Stupid i know, but i'm feeling alot better now that i know i'm doing something proactive to try & sort myself out!

Hope you are all doing well...its so nice to know that i'm not the only person out there with the same friendless issue!:-)..and glad that we have eachother here!:-)
xxx

[Pinkrose]

EllieSausage!!
was getting worried hadn't heard from you in a while!!
yayyyy congrats on getting onto that course!! hope it helps x

[EllieSausage]

Hey Pinkrose,

Thanks so much, i hope it helps too!!!...my boyfriend did mention that it will be one weird room full of people- all scared & self conscious!!!...but i'm sure the facilitators are well equipped for it.. why else would it be cosing so much money!!!!!
Hows things with you?
x

[Pinkrose]

Lol I'm sure it will be grand, hopefully it might introduce u to a few people in the same boat too!
Not so gd bit unwell this week got a virus i think thought it was a cold to start with but now think its that. Also kinda stressed to the max with work related things nows the time i wish i had some friends to talk to
Hows things wit u recently? apart from the other stuff x

[Beth TV]

Hello Ellie, sorry for butting in on you but where abouts are you living?

[EllieSausage]

Hey Pinkrose & Beth!...

All grand Pinkrose,just feeling really shitty...got a cold/flu thing going on too..and yet again horrible depression has kicked in. But in general i'm getting on with things & just plodding along through life as usual. I really am so so so happy about getting the course so that is something to look forward to!

Beth, you don't have to apologise for butting in... we are all here for each other...and even though Pinkrose & i were chatting doesn't mean you can't join in!
I'm living in Kerry at the moment..but like i was saying here before.. i'm a bit of a hermit.. i really don't like meeting new people!..i'm an oddball i know..but this is the whole reason for me doing the personal development course!

Pinkrose.. hows domestic bliss going????x